Exotic dancer talks about new book 'In Search of Freezer Meat', which features Diddy, Cassie
By Kyle SchnitzerSharay “The Punisher” Hayes testified that he recently published "In Search of Freezer Meat," a men's self-help book about erectile dysfunction by way of a penis implant that he said features Sean "Diddy" Combs and Cassie Ventura.
Hayes told prosecutors that sexual encounters Combs and Ventura are editorialized in the book in "six-and-a-half" pages where he called them a "married wealthy couple."
He said he "sensationalize[d]" describing Ventura in the book.


"It’s real genuine medical advice but it’s framed as me telling personal stories," Hayes told the jury.
"When I was going through the issue, it was hard for me to find a relatable source to help me with the problem, so I decided to write a book." I use personal stories where I try to make light of the issues and comical references that could possibly be relatable"
Hayes said earlier that he had experience sexual performance issues when he was around Combs and Ventura, specifically experiencing anxiety and maintaining an erection.

He testified that he used Cialias, Viagra and even a "corner-store pill" to fight the issue — but ultimately said he had performance issues due to Combs directing him during sex.
"Me, personally, a sexual scenario with a woman's partner present actively giving directions was not the norm for me, so it created some discomfort that could affect my performance," Hayes testified.
The book was released on May 9.













